hmmm...
suddenly i have this set of thinking. i mean it's juz my own thinking. in every relationship, there's bound to be challenges. especially when it involves a third party. what if this wonderful, nobody-can-tear-us-apart relationship suddenly have a third party? then ur world comes crashing in. anger, fear, betrayal.. sense of lost.. everything starts setting in. i've learnt my lesson. we might panick. we might lose control over ourselves and our emotions. but if you believe in yourself, believe that YOU are the one who is suitable for him (not childishly believe of cos), instead of whining over it, instead of using underhand methods to get him/her back, instead of pushing any blame to anyone or do things that will make you hate yourself or let your partner hate you.... focus on how to get him back. prove your worth. prove that you are the better choice over the third party. let him turn around and be amazed by your calmness, ur understanding, ur willingness to be by his side no matter what. let him see what you are truly made of and admire you for your character. if successful, you earned back what you almost lost. and for better results, hehehehe sekali the relationship better than before.

i'm glad that what i believed in, and that sense of hope i always have.... pulled me through. many thought i was holding on the something that's dying. some things that i'm being too naive. but if i myself lose hope, that what's there in life to look forward to? lol can only say that i'm lucky that i did not get a more complicated situation to handle. for those who did and pulled through, they are a amazing bunch of ppl.